The Fucked Up Tales Of This Girl's Life.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 22:50:56 GMT

If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 01:18:42 GMT

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 17:29:13 GMT

Today sucks.
I and my mom were supposed to go out and get my check cashed and then open an account and then go shopping.
I was going to get my lip peirced.
Now my ID is missing.
Can't cash my check w/o it.
And I don't feel like going anywhere because I'm mad at myself.
I think my ID might be at work.
I don't go back until Tuesday.
I want to crawl in a hole and die.
And I'm bleeding.
This sucks.

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 00:15:59 GMT

Listening to Kelly Clarkson 'Because of You' makes me cry.
Badly.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 21:56:49 GMT

got a 1700 on the new sat
mom and dad have been pressuring me abot my job i started today
i had a four foot high stack of papers to file
i dont get paid for two weeks
life sucks

Not Guilty

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:04:43 GMT

Micheal Jackson was relieved today as the Judge, Rodney Melville, read the verdict from the jury after 31 hours of deliberation over seven days. He was found not guilty on all ten counts and minor charges. I, one of many, didn't think he was guilty in the first place.

He was an abused youth and a child star. Most child stars have some kind of issues. He was eccentric, and he didn't think of the complications of his actions. He cares about children and wants them to have the best life possible, so he shows them love and affection. People don't understand this, and they accuse him, wrongfully, for molestation or perversions.

Anyone want to add anything?

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 22:03:50 GMT

Gaia theory

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 22:48:08 GMT

"For me, the personal revelation of Gaia came quite suddenly - like a flash of enlightenment. I was in a small room on the top floor of a building at the Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, California. It was the autumn of 1965 ... and I was talking with a colleague, Dian Hitchcock, about a paper we were preparing ... It was at that moment that I glimpsed Gaia. An awesome thought came to me. The Earth's atmosphere was an extraordinary and unstable mixture of gases, yet I knew that it was constant in composition over quite long periods of time. Could it be that life on Earth not only made the atmosphere, but also regulated it - keeping it at a constant composition, and at a level favourable for organisms?" (1991, Lovelock)

"... the physical and chemical condition of the surface of the Earth, of the atmosphere, and of the oceans has been and is actively made fit and comfortable by the presence of life itself. This is in contrast to the conventional wisdom which held that life adapted to the planetary conditions as it and they evolved their separate ways." (Lovelock, "Gaia: A New Look at Life on Earth", 1979)

"Life appears as a great, permanent and continuous infringer on the chemical 'dead-hardness' of our planet's surface ... Life therefore is not an external and accidental development on the terrestrial surface. Rather, it is intimately related to the constitution of the Earth's crust, forms part of its mechanism, and performs in this mechanism functions of paramount importance, without which it would not be able to exist." (1929, Vernadsky)

Any Thoughts?

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 21:33:05 GMT

We also had a little session of immitating eachother.

Joe was me
Ryan was Kelly
Kelly was Ryan
Chelsea was Joe
I was Chelsea

I had to be rounchy like Chelsea and fart on Kelly, who was Ryan. Kelly/Ryan kept feeling my boobs whenever I did something disgusting. Joe/me shoved two huge balloons up his shirt and was running around like crazy. Chelsea/Joe was making weird faces and voices like he does. Ryan/Kelly kept sitting with his legs tight together and smirking.

It was fucking hillarious. We ended up in a dogpile on the sofa.

That was the best part of yesterday.

PS: Jamie...are you jealous about DAG?

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 19:24:50 GMT

Oooh emme geee!

Chelsea's party was so fucking fun.

I was the first one there, then Josh and Tyler came, then they went to play pool, then Ryan and Joe came. We messed around for a while until Kelly came. We shot all of Chelsea's caps and then went outside and me and Kelly made flower necklaces, and then all the parkville kids (including Emily, whom I love) came. We drank some malibu, and then Amber came. Then we got some Jack from Tyler and Josh, who returned. Then we were fucking drunk and made asses of ourselves and kissed Joe and Ryan (the sXe kids). Then we went in and Chelsea shoved us in the basement, and Kelly spilled soda like1987219287 times. And then DeadAboveGround came and a few of their friends. Then we drank some more, and Dave and Paul came. And Dave is an asswhole and made Kelly cry. And then DAG and most of their friends went to Denny's. Dave and Paul went to Denny's. Radell and Anthony spent the night. We were gossipy.

Chelsea's mom slept through the fucking party.

When she woke us up, she saw Radell laying next to Amber and me and KElly and went upstairs and saw Anthony and Chelsea and freaked the fuck out. She said "I can't believe you made Amber sleep next to a black man". It was so fucking hillarious. Radell was cool though.

Well, I realized I <3 Kelly so much. And that we both <3 Daphne loves derby.

And I had a great time.

The end.

PS: Chelsea's punished for her b-day, just like last year.

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 10:55:48 GMT

SAT in 1 hour.

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 02:55:26 GMT

You're an Espresso

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Fri, 03 Jun 2005 21:13:20 GMT

SAT Blitz rocked
no french exam today
Mr. Hayden bought us pizza
finished my history project (pictures will come later)
Mr. Jeffers wasn't weirded out about my e-mail
Who got a perfect 6 on her essay for the psat online? I did...
I'm confident I'll do well tomorrow on the SAT
I'll be @ Parkville by 7:45
It will be a promising day

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 01:10:04 GMT

today I was sick...
I had bad cramps...
It sucked...
My head hurst...
French Final tomorrow
SATs Sat...
Sun. I'm free...
Who wants to hang out?
I miss Chelsea...

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:22:57 GMT